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'Cause col nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

Allowing myself to indulge in memories.
Thank you for everything once again(:
love you

And I've been looking for somewhere to belong

Half way through O levels (!)
I was walking home from school a moment ago, and I was wondering if I'll be a disappointment 3 months later. I know I've put in a crazily lot of effort, more than I ever did for an exam, but somehow, I know that I'm not as perfect as I wish I could be! So, gosh, I pray so hard I'll do well for humanities, A2 is the worst I can afford!!!

And this is my reaction
To everything I fear

O LEVELS TOMORROW!:D
Today's been exciting. Hahah.
Had tuition at George's place.
Hung out at Rail Mall subway eating sandwich while reading Seventeen.
Walked all the way home, while singing to Owl City:D
Walked with Bang Jie to the bus stop before he went for tuition.
Studied with Ming Soon at Beauty World.

I'm so excited about tomorrow:D
Unfortunately, I have to deal with gastric at the moment. Hahah
Nights~

Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I NEED NEW SONGS TO SING TO.
Vanilla Twilight is pretty darn awesome.
Gonna splurge on CDs soon!
All Time Low, The Academy Is..., Boys like Girls
I'M COMING! Just you wait!

Oh gosh, I'm so bored I feel like plucking my eyebrows.

Excuse me while I busy myself with breathing and insignificant nothings.

It is through memory that we hold on to those we love

Happy Graduation Day

I was so inundated with emotions on the bus trip home. Trust me, listening to Graduation by Vitamin C doesn't help at all. As I opened some of the letters I received on the way home, I was in a pensive mood. Time in GESS was so slow, yet so fast at the same time. Unknowingly, I learned many life lessons and made so many wonderful friends. I confess, I use to dislike GESS, but not anymore. In fact, I've grown so accustomed to the morning assembly music, the mess in 4H (that's what makes it feel like home(: ), the cool and casual pace of life here, that I can't bare to part with any of it. Especially all my fabulous friends and amazing teachers. Time with all of them was, and still is divine. I wish I could prolong the time I had with them. 4 years simply isn't enough and this post (and my limited vocabulary), artlessly, is not enough to express my array of feelings at the moment.

Nevertheless, I think I'll write a few (quite a number actually) of dedications below. (:
PS: Although best friend is meant to be just one person, I used it quite often, you just mean so much to me:D

(In random order)

Cui Ling:
You asked for a letter! Although this isn't exactly considered one, but I hope you'll like it all the same. (: Thank you for being my first, and best friend! I have to confess, you opened quite a number of doors for me. Over the years, I tried many new things under your influence! So in a way, you could say that you make my life exciting(: Your company is utmost enjoyable. Although we have little squabbles once in a while, we always end up giving in to each other. :> I think this shows how much we care and treasure our friendship:D :D :D I love you too:D Hahah(:

Devy:
Hey! Johnny's girlfriend:D loves me!!

Yae know what? I love hanging out with you!! Because I morph into this ludicrous child, and that is something that I can only do in your presence! Somehow I fail to feel embarrassed around you. Which is awesome, really. Only that others probably think I'm a retard or something. BUT, I have fun so, DO I LOOK LIKE I FREAKING CARE?:D
Gracias for being my best friend(: Your companionship in Prefectorial Board, Track & Field, Student Leaders' Council, study sessions and of course in class makes every moment mirthful(: & I know we'll never grow up, because "There's a kid in everyone", right?:D
PS: I'm still freaked out you know what I'm feeling most of the time! But it's great to know all the same:D

Lyn:
As much as we don't look like each other anymore (just the hair, actually), I feel that I know you much more then I did before! Isn't that heartwarming:D Ha~ I LOVE YOU!
I bet you didn't know, but you were -correction- you are, one of my motivation to study harder! Your messages of motivations are the gestures I turn to whenever I feel despair, because they happen to appear everywhere! Haha(: So, Dōmo arigatō!
Finally, thank you for being my best friend! Secondary school without you would have been odd. Imagine DLKS, I NEED THE 2! (:
PS: RMB TO EAT:D

Steffie:
Hey babe! You are the one who keeps my imagination active!
Your out-of-the-world ideas and suggestions are my inspiration to strive for more. At the same time, you show me that its possible to make some of them come true. That keeps me wanting and hoping for more(: I guess its people like you who make the sun shine brighter each day:D Keep that energy alright:D It's that, that makes you you and I love you(:

Darryl:
Thinking of you reminds me why I like to go to school(:
Thank you for being so amusing and funny. Thank you for being so patient while teaching me math or anything else. Thank you for annoying me at times when I already feel like pulling my hair out. Thank you for letting me and Brenda/Cuiling bully you:D. Although you are V & V, I still love you because of all of the above. Haha(: Thank you for being my best friend and putting Nerd Gang together:D We'll always love you no matter what, okay? WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?:D Kudos to Nerd Gang!

Wei Lun:
HA. I'm so glad I made such a big impact on your life. LOL. Yes, I do not feel ashamed for claiming all the credit!! XD
Just kidding~. Anyway, thank you for being so sporting (depending on the situation, or when you're high on endorphins) and enthusiastic about teaching me new things! It's educational to be your friend, really:D! As much as you (use to have) mood swings -I've adapted to it(!)- you're a terrific friend:D I think we are able to relate because of all the things we have in common, aside from you being really wise. Your advices have come in handy:D and thank you for letting me scream at you XD and letting (or making -.-) me cry over the past 3 years. (HA, it totally sounds like you bully me often! XD) I THINK I'M BEING NAGGY, you know what I mean, so THANK YOU!

Shi Jie:
HEYO.
I'm SO glad I made a friend like you! You're like this calming figure in my life, and somehow I can trust you to be all wise and knowledgeable in any complex situation. Haha, I know you'll disagree, but WHAT I SAY IS FINAL. (HA. Take that!) Even though you say you can't portray your feelings as bluntly as I do, I think you're getting better at it:D Which is good:D Better start having fun now before you become all grown up alright! Your speech today really moved me(: I think it summed up our 4 years as GESSians beautifully(: See! It's because of you that I got all emo-ish! Hahahah, either way, thank you so much for being my friend:D The pleasure is mine:D

Marcus:
Haha. I bet everyone else is reading this as well.
All the same, Thank you for everything you've done for me:D I really do feel loved under your care:D And I will never forget times we had together(:
You asked me before if you ever changed me, and I've thought about it... I think, inevitably, I have. Being with you allowed me to see this part of me I didn't know existed in me. I can't really pin point it, could be the more caring side of me (Cuiling claims I'm not caring enough). Haha, whatever that is, I'm thankful that despite all that we've gone through we're still friends now. Trust me on this, I really treasure our friendship! So thank you for the good and bad times, the care and support, and the memories! You are really the best! Xie xie ni!:D

Lisin:
Hahah, I'm absolutely touched-ed by your letter!:D
I'll hug you more often okay? You've been a great friend too! I think after I've graduated I'll miss your screams and shouts in class XD Life will be so much quieter! Hahah(: Anyway, I'm proud to have you as my friend(: Because although you're so clever, you're not arrogant about it, and you'll teach sad people like me:D So that makes you a really beautiful person((((: I likezxz:D
We'll go out one day okay? After O's with ZY Darling:D

Eileen:
You're so cute I feel like pinching you XD
HAHA. I like it when you go all gah-gah over a guy (like Chong Qin? How do you spell his name? LOL) I will remember you as my basketball viewer partner okay? Haha! Even though we never actually did successfully view a match together right? Haha, but it's the thought that counts:D Do continue to be as sweet as candy alright?(: That's the cutest part of you:D Loves~

Yani Endi:
I LIKE TO CALL YOU THAT:D
Times with SL was fun wasn't it!:D Haha, I think SLC will be boring without you being bullied by CHL and everyone else XD And thank you for being so caring when the time calls for it(: I like it that you're really trusting! Devy and I <3s you! HAHA. I don't know why I included Devy. But I know she does too:D So, yay~~:D HAHA. Thank you for being my friend!:D

Aaron:
Hello!! Hahah I'd like to tell you that you're like my shadow! Although we don't talk often, I know I can always rely on you! Thank you for being so cheerful and frank and trustworthy. :D Haha, thinking about it, I think that it's really weird that we're good friends (I AM, AM I? HAHA). But I'm not complaining:D God's been good to me!:D

Chin Hock:
HEY HEY!!
I'm going to hire you as my chef if I ever set up a restaurant or something like that!! You make incredible pasta:D
Anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOU SWEET GESTURE:D I'm so touched-ed. Haha. Really(: POSITIVE PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAKE ME SMILE MORE EACH DAY:D I think that by the end of this year I will have to have master your art of being so + + + + all the time! Haha, thank you for all the encouragement:D I'M LOOKING AT YOUR HALF NAKED PICTURE DURING MILO TRYATHALON NOW. Hahaha I hope you feel shy:D

OKAY. THIS TOOK ME TWO HOURS TO WRITE. I feel happier now:D SHALL GO SHOWER! Love you all, thank you for taking time to read this! I'll post today's pictures on Facebook when my brother gets back from where ever he is now! Ta-ta!

Just that extra little bit longer

Ahhhh.
How refreshing to see this grayish-beige, white, blue combination of colors on my screen!
It's the middle of Prelims now, and just when I was feeling mildly confident of scoring well for this exam -after the shocking 29 points- Everything seems to be changing for the worst! How disheartening. Either way, exams still continue each day, haunting our afternoons, and nights for some (not me though, thank God for September holidays).
Reminder for all: Fear not!
In approx 1.5month, we can PART-AYYEEEE:D Still waiting for that!

By the way, meet Em:D She lives in my correction tape, and keeps me company during boring study sessions~ Her favourite food is MnMs Mini:D

Let the rain fall down, and wake my dreams

Currently my tabs are
Restaurant city-under maintenance,
Blogger-reminding me to write,
Facebook-to make me feel sociable,
Todayonline-Cause I love Phin's articles,
Dictionary.com-Cause Phin uses eloquent English,
and Twitter- Because my Mom still doesn't know what it is. HA. Just kidding(:

I think I'm Phin obsessed!